Friday 6 June 2014

Conflicting Needs

Hey, have you ever have two different conflicting needs? Like the time you have to choose between two pair of shoes at a BATA store? Or perhaps the time when you need to decide whether you want to marry that girl of your dream? 

I have. 
A part of me wanted to be single, free to roam around the world, backpacking without people to worry about, do what I want, bungee-jumping, diving, and just see new places. 
A part of me wanted to have someone that I could love, fool around with, to listen for, twirling his hair while looking into his gorgeous eyes, to chat, to have cute children and cats together, all that stuffs

I wish I could meet such person, the person that would be able to relate to what I am saying, to what I am thinking, to share my passions, my interests. I envy Brad Pitt and Angelina. Not for their looks, but for what they have together. They are madly in love with each other and yet be able to do what they care for. I have yet to meet such person. 

While typing this, it suddenly strucks me. I was looking for the wrong person. I shouldn't look for the person that I simply have a crush on, or the ones that make my heart go wild even though I barely know him. I should go for the person that can fulfil and share my dreams. The person who would go backpacking with me. The person who would go for bungee jumping and sky diving, that sorts of fun. The person who would selfie with me when we travel across the globe and not be embarrassed about it. Well, you get the idea. 

So now, if you are trying to find your 'one', imagine him or her sharing your passions. Will they fit into the picture? Or are you finding yourself falling head over heels for someone who isn't?